Kids Life Jacket

- is this a good idea to write a journal for everday that im stoned... but any way give me your feed back..?
this is an example of how its gonna be im so high anD i just thought about my holE lifE.. likE my lifE just flEW past mE. I just smokED out siDE my WinDoW on my DEck that i havE. I probably just maDE so much noisE climbing back in to my WinDoW. AnyWay .. thErE is this onE girl that im viciously in lovE With . likE i WoulD Do anything for hEr. likE shE hatEs WhEn i smokE but WhEn i smokE i can ExprEss my sElf so much bEttEr. anD likE i can spEak from my hEart. lovE DoEsn't EvEn DEscribE hoW i fEEl for hEr. anyWay toDay Was prEtty fun . I smokED WEED toDay at a transition. anD thErE my friEnDs got caught smoking WEED, WE hEarD sirEns from a car that passED by us During our littlE smokE sEssion. WE thought of it as nothing likE iDiots WE stay thEErE. WhilE thErE mE anD MikE lEft anD WEnt to go talk to my Drug DEalEr. WE sEE thE tEo othEr kiDs run out of thE spot, folloWing that Was a sEriEs of sirEns. WE than latEr sEE that thE cops arE sEarching thEEm anD havE thEm up against thE Wall. that Was probably so scary for kEvin, thE asian kiD WE lEft thErE. thats thE sEconD timE hE haD to talk to thE policE. im not gonna gEt into that situation noW but latEr on i Will. but anyhoW thEy WErE ablE to gEt out of thE situation. anD WE latEr mEt up . WE than rEalizED that thE cops saW mE anD though i Was a Drug DEalEr, Which i Will nEvEr EvEr bE. but thEy thought i Was bEcausE i Was a black malE DrEssED up in a pEacoat jackEt anD somE J’s. hahahaha thosE WErE somE gooD timEs Damn.. but yEah WE than latEr camE across my Drug DEalEr anD WE smokED him anD his boys. WE smokED right bEhinD chasE bank aka thE most skEtchiEst placE in thE WorlD. but aftEr smoking thErE WE ascEnDED to thE moviE thEatEr. WE lEft my Drug DEalEr anD his crEW outsiDE bEcausE thEy WantED to go Do somE crazy Drugs anD thEy DiDn't fEEl likE paying for a moviE tickEt. but WE got to thE moviE onE hour Early so WE DEciDED to smokE in thE back of thE moviE thEatEr haha WE smokE a fat ass blunt. Watching Jack ass 3D high is just thE funniEst thing that i havE EvEr fucking ExpEriEncED but i likED it any Way. aftEr that is WhEn i rEalizED that BranDon, mikEs brothEr haD stolEn my WEED. i DiDn't Want to bE aWkWarD With him so thats Why i DiDn't say anything. but you knoW What, i think hE's a DouchE-bag anD onE Day i shoulD tEll him this. LikE WE prEtty much lEt thEm smokED thE 40 bag that WEE haD for frEE. such a WastE haha but noW i knoW in thE futurE to nEvEr EvEr smokE With thEm. but its W.E i took monEy off my DEbt carD anD i EnDED up buying anothEr bag of WEED. anD thats What im high off right noW. im just laying in bED Watching jErsEy shorE Wanting to slEEp but at thE samE timE i Want to blast my kiD cuDi anD Wiz khalifa. this sucks but any Way gooDnight. ~IKM<3

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- Can someone interpret my dream? I can't find the answer in a dream dictionary.?
Well anyway, my friend Ashley had just died. I was really upset and some time passed. It wasn't very long because I was still 15 or 16. (I just turned 16 on the 9th so it's yesterday for most people.) Then I died in some accident. I woke up in an ocean, I swam very quickly to the top, I woke up while I was still under the water, there were a lot of islands I could choose from. I started swimming to the closest one when Ashley appeared. That's when I realized that I was dead and that Ashley was there to guide me to the after life. She told me that she was there to guide me through the currents and was there to help me find the best place on the shore to go up. We started swimming again and a big wave crashed right over us, Ashley made us change directions. We hadn'r swam very far when she told me that was where we had to climb up onto the shore. The water was a clear green blue and the shore was sandy and white. I started to swim for it when Ashley grabbed my arm and pulled me back. A giant green tentacle burst out of the water. She said that it was the shore where people committed suicide went to. I thought that was incredibly mean when Ashley told me to look beyond the beach. There was death all around it. Men holding spears and a blackness around it. Then she pointed to where we were going. A reddish brown cliff, at the top there was a gorgeous building, a terra cotta mansion. Surrounded by the prettiest flowers and natural pools. We started to climb the cliff when the tide came up and gave us a boost until we were only a foot away. Ashley slipped, and I helped her the rest of the way up. We went inside the mansion where a ton of kids, not looking younger than 12 but younger than 18, where sitting around, reading, writing, talking. A man offered us towels and directed me to a room. Ashley had gone to change. The room was empty, in the middle there was a table with a change of clothes. It looked like a school uniform. A black skirt, black jacket, white shirt. All had red accents and on the jacket there was a black rose encased in a red triangle. I changed quickly. I had been wearing jeans and a plain green tee shirt in the water. I don't know if I had kicked off any shoes while in the water or if I had just been wearing socks, either way my feet were cold and heavy. A woman walked into the room with me after I had changed. She explained that I had passed in some type of weird accident. She said that it didn't matter, and I didn't really care about that. I wanted to know about where I was and what I was doing there. I didn't have time to think about my body. I wanted to know which religion (if any) had gotten it right. She had red hair and horn rimmed glassed. Hair in a bun and a severe expression she answered me. She said that I was in a half way place. The people there were teenagers who didn't have time to realize the answers before they died. She said that we couldn't go on without knowing. I told her that it made sense and that I was Buddhist before. I thought I heard a hiss. She said I had a locker and a room in one of the other buildings and that Ashley would show me around. Now there's a blank. I think about a week went by and we went to an office area to pick up something. There was a note on the bulletin board about my friend Matt needing someone to pick him up. And I guess I'm psychic in the inbetween because I had a vision of no one being around to help Matt get here and he got misled by the oasis of suicide. I stole the post it note on the board with all his information and went on to the library with some friends I had met. Matt's arrival was supposed to be the next day, I was going to read about the oceans in the library when Matt stopped me in the hall. He was completely dry and said that I needed to leave with him. Then the red haired woman, who I knew was the librarian, came up and I thought I heard another hiss. She said that Matt shouldn't be in this realm with me but I begged and begged. She said that he killed himself to be with me. And also that he was gay and that it wasn't the right place for him. I didn't know what being gay had to do with it. And eventually I convinced her to let Matt stay. I guess the librarian liked me. Matt told me that he didn't kill himself. That he didn't remember dying. And that he missed me. I told him that I had lots to show him in the library and we walked in together, but he disappeared after I found what I wanted to show him. There was some controversy there, but I don't remember it. I also remember there being other kids involved. And I remember a really young looking boy looking at me like he was scared. Matt is my best friend and Ashley is a very cheerful girl who I play tennis with. She actually asked me to join the high school team with her and has been helping me learn how to play.

A You are under lots of stress . All dreams where its al mixed up ; denote unresolved issues